Machine Gun Kelly’s rise to superstardom was not as immediate as it seemed. In the trailer for the artist’s new documentary, Life in Pink, we get an in-depth look into the eccentric musician’s life. We see the highs and lows of the pop star lifestyle and how MGK is balancing noise from the outside world, stardom, fatherhood and more.

In a post on social media, the artist poignantly said “my whole life changed in the last two years, and we had the cameras rolling…” The Disney+ exclusive awaits a final release date, but will feature appearances from some of the artist’s closest friends, collaborators and even fiancée.

In the meantime, fans of the artist can catch him on his world tour in support of his No. 1 album, Mainstream Sellout!